Pursue of happyness..

Sometime, I think I shouldn't be complaining all the time. I should be satisfied although I've never been satisfied in my whole life. You can say I am ambitious, but who's not?!
I can still remember the first lecture I attend at UW. The director of CIDR said, be persistent is the top thing to survive in America, then you will be fine.
I am persistent, that's deeply in my bone, that's part of me, that's my personality, but I am, yeah, I am just fine. But fine in English doesn't mean you are great today, not even good. Fine just mean, while, you're not bad, you are just okay.
So, now, I am just okay. Mckinsey is driving me crazy. After the invitation email, there is no any further answer for the questions or confirmation. Everything just stopped there.

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Should we really believe relationship.
I've been watching so many drama talk about relationship between lovers. One loves the other one crazy so that they can finally find out something cruical to their lover. Then relationship is never like pure sexual affection or emotional attachment. Relationship is about keeping secret as a secret forever. Kidnapper wants your money, your lover wants your everything. Isn't it horrible and terrible. So, should we still believe relationship?

Another thing is relevent to this topic. You never know a person.
I have known a guy for a year or a little bit shorter. I will take him as someone who always wanna hang out with girls, nice but still cares about money very much and sometime as long as he can, would like to have a affair with beauties. But suddenly, yesterday, I know he has a girlfriend as I never know, turns out in China, but will be here in USA soon for the graduate school in another city. So, what's the constraint about this relationship? How can you believe people mark themselve as unavailable all the time? How can you believe your lover won't see somebody else? Should we just love and trust until something we dont want to see happens.?
Again, relationship is about what?