What is American life.?!$#^%#

Sometime I really doubt it, what is American? Fast food? Fast affection? Is everything fast here? Even when you wanna be lazier, you can just write in English, coz it's quicker..
My ex cannot even wait a month. He changed his status into Single, on Myspace first, then on Facebook today. Yes, Yes, when he said he missed me still. I believe that. But there are couple things I don't understand, how can a man still crashed on a woman in the meanwhile being single?
Is it american relationship? That's a shitty lie...I am sorry, that is.
If it's true worldwile here, then the only thing I can probably figure out is... they cheat themselves, they cheat each other. They probably enjoy it... I dont.
So, I am done with white guy. with any "American".

The life here is sucks. I will be out of town untill 25th. The part time job is still on my hand, not finished yet.
While my ex is not totally jerky, but he is jerky on me. What else can I say, I love a jerk.

Life is sucks here, for barely living, I have to give up a lot of thing. I talked about China rule a little bit with my new boss.
After a whole year, I still miss my home.
What is American life? hmmmm....
The life makes you tougher...stronger...and never believe there is a affection could win the money... :)