I'm confused, I don't really understand why things are changing all the time.

is life just about moving on?

i searched the job today. I was thinking about whether is right or not to ask the question like, do you offer sponsorship for international student? if not, I will just move on, but what if i wouldn't ask, have a slight of chance?
I dont really know, but life is definitely about moving on.
Mike is leaving me to Rochester. I am moving on.
Best friend in USA is moving on in her marriage.
Roomate is moving on in her relationship.
I am moving on my job hunting and the relationship0 with my roomates.
I dont wanna be fake anymore.
I guess my life in the future will just, or at least, trying to be simple and simple.
change?
moving on.
right? really?! or wrong? nobody knows...

got back in town ...love seattle

well, yes, I went to Rochester to see him. how stupid i am... and i have sex with him....natrually
and i didn't feel sorry about that...i want it...
i want him to touch me...love me and tell me how beautiful i am...
I want the feeling just like that.....a man who cannot stop touching the whole night...
who cannot stop the love that he resisted himself...
i do love him.......
i dont wanna stop it anymore
no matter who said it...
i dont

What is American life.?!$#^%#

Sometime I really doubt it, what is American? Fast food? Fast affection? Is everything fast here? Even when you wanna be lazier, you can just write in English, coz it's quicker..
My ex cannot even wait a month. He changed his status into Single, on Myspace first, then on Facebook today. Yes, Yes, when he said he missed me still. I believe that. But there are couple things I don't understand, how can a man still crashed on a woman in the meanwhile being single?
Is it american relationship? That's a shitty lie...I am sorry, that is.
If it's true worldwile here, then the only thing I can probably figure out is... they cheat themselves, they cheat each other. They probably enjoy it... I dont.
So, I am done with white guy. with any "American".

The life here is sucks. I will be out of town untill 25th. The part time job is still on my hand, not finished yet.
While my ex is not totally jerky, but he is jerky on me. What else can I say, I love a jerk.

Life is sucks here, for barely living, I have to give up a lot of thing. I talked about China rule a little bit with my new boss.
After a whole year, I still miss my home.
What is American life? hmmmm....
The life makes you tougher...stronger...and never believe there is a affection could win the money... :)