这是一个炎热的夏天
这是一个炎热的夏天，所有的知了都在天上叫，确切地说，应该是在树上叫。只是那叫声太刺人，在这本来就闷热的天，又加上了一层烦闷的气息。走在路上的行人 都低着头，或是高仰着头。低着头的，擦着汗，看着脚下的路，急急地往什么地方去。仰着头的，望着太阳，迎着刺眼的阳光，向着西。鲁迅在提到血馒头的时候引 用了象征的意义。或许是大家读他的杂文多了。这向着西的期盼或许会帮助这闷热的天快点逝去，正如这急匆匆的脚步也能够奔向哪里去逃开这闷热。是不是这天， 让人着了魔，忘记了摇着蒲扇，坐在树荫下也能讨得一丝凉快，再加上半分的惬意，和半分的鄙视，即便是夕阳西下，冷气空调也未曾有这样的风凉。
好个夏，无人坐下闲乘凉。且匆匆地哪里去，赶着天堂。
Monday, August 27, 2007
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
coming back....
sitting in the lab, look around, talk to my only labmate here at this summer time.
everything looks the same, some people has already been gone, some ppl are still here.
this shitty basement lab , suddenly became cozy and comfortable.
i am always living in the living room since i've been here.
everything is just temporary all the time.
the only place I can always go and hide myself is here.
i can save my lunch, i can always find some nice face here, i can always get the help i need.
i dont know what exactly this feeling is.
in the last few months, i've been far away from here.
is my life supposed to be like that?
or i should keep my journey on the right track
why it's been so hard to love someone
is there anything wrong to wanna keep somebody
do i really wanna so much from him
if there was a god, can you just let me sit down, tell my lover what i want and give me the answer. can i just be an adult all the time without playing the chasing and be chased game.
can i put all of my effort in my work and my study instead of being sad and crying
if love is desired to be complicated and suffered, let me go, let me suffer the lonely and dead to be just a little cat.
in that way, I can be proud and lazy all the time, i can ignore my owner without hurting him/her. I can enjoy my food or reject it without explaining the reason.
my life could be easier and my heart won't be hurt.
it's been so hard to go through this relationship, is it worthy, how long can I keep it...how much do i love him...
sitting in the lab, look around, talk to my only labmate here at this summer time.
everything looks the same, some people has already been gone, some ppl are still here.
this shitty basement lab , suddenly became cozy and comfortable.
i am always living in the living room since i've been here.
everything is just temporary all the time.
the only place I can always go and hide myself is here.
i can save my lunch, i can always find some nice face here, i can always get the help i need.
i dont know what exactly this feeling is.
in the last few months, i've been far away from here.
is my life supposed to be like that?
or i should keep my journey on the right track
why it's been so hard to love someone
is there anything wrong to wanna keep somebody
do i really wanna so much from him
if there was a god, can you just let me sit down, tell my lover what i want and give me the answer. can i just be an adult all the time without playing the chasing and be chased game.
can i put all of my effort in my work and my study instead of being sad and crying
if love is desired to be complicated and suffered, let me go, let me suffer the lonely and dead to be just a little cat.
in that way, I can be proud and lazy all the time, i can ignore my owner without hurting him/her. I can enjoy my food or reject it without explaining the reason.
my life could be easier and my heart won't be hurt.
it's been so hard to go through this relationship, is it worthy, how long can I keep it...how much do i love him...
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