breaking up

I tried my hard to survive my relationship, to push it into marriage. but the fact taught me, you cannot want something so badly.
the relationship just didn't work out for me, the truth is, i cannot face to a mess of sink full of dirty dishes, i cannot talk to somebody always thinks that i boss him. the relationship has never been balance. either of us could find that balance point.
even though breaking up could not make our individual life better, i still need to do this. getting sick of facing everyday is one reason, couldn't predict the future is another reason, expect all these reasons and excuses, I cannot feel the love I want, the passion we had.
we are still here together just because we are afraid of lonely.